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Aside from low-back pain, the number one physical complaint in America is neck and shoulder tension. Many of us spend most of the day hunched over the computer, reinforcing the bad posture developed during the teenage years. compounded for many of us by years of studying in college followed by desk-jobs that prohibit full range of motion throughout the day. So, it is no surprise that one of the most common injuries to occur in yoga involves shoulder pain. Of course, these injuries usually occur as a result of improper alignment in common poses like up-dog, down-dog, and push-up, especially common in the vinyasa flow practice. This improper alignment is almost always what results from an attitude of too much effort, the typical American “barrel through” emphasis without compensating for the years of damage the shoulders have endured in our everyday lives. When the shoulders start to scream in pain in yoga, they are usually telling us that although we are unhappy with status quo, we aren’t happy with the process of change either. Change hurts, and the shoulders are often the first to point this out.
The shoulders represent our feelings and thoughts about what we are doing and how we are doing it. This is to say that the shoulders hold all the responsibilities in our lives and how we feel about those responsibilities. So, when we suddenly begin something different in our lives, such as starting a yoga practice, the shoulders sometimes revolt by saying “no, not another responsibility to burden!” What a regular yoga practice does, however, is teaches the other parts of the body to share the burdens evenly, and once alignment is learned, the shoulders find relief. For example, once students learn to pull out of the shoulders in up-dog or down-dog, the legs begin to take more of the burden of the weight and the low back and shoulders can release. However, until the other body parts can learn to “take the backpack from the shoulders” the only way to deal with the shoulder pain is to modify the practice, sometimes drastically, and look at how we are dealing with the responsibilities within our lives.
One of the most common pains in the shoulder manifests from the rotator cuff, the muscles and tendons that connect with upper arm bone to the shoulder blade, helping to hold the ball of the humerus bone into the shoulder socket. Rotator cuff injuries can be as painful as feeling like your arm is being ripped out of its socket, which is your body’s way of saying, “I’m holding too much, let go of some responsibility!” Thus, extreme modification is the best lesson any yoga student can learn as it is the ultimate of humility, of letting go, and finding sukha (surrender).
This is not to say that one should stop yoga practice and totally rest the injury to heal. Complete rest may actually result in “frozen shoulder” or atrophy of the muscles around the shoulder while the tendons heal, setting the practitioner back further than where they began. Doctors usually prescribe physical therapy (glorified yoga poses) as treatment for rotator cuff injuries. PT helps to maintain flexibility in the joint, build muscle around the joint to protect the tendons once they heal. Rest is key, so avoid poses that put excess baggage on the shoulders, they don’t need any more responsibility, but work to build the muscles in the rest of the body and train the body to take the burden away from the shoulders. Yet, continuing to stretch and strengthen the shoulder muscles with simple stretches and modified binds can make all the difference.
When shoulder pain becomes chronic, it is time to look at the deeper spiritual issues surrounding responsibility within your life. Pain inside the shoulder joint is symbolic of the body’s resentment for “carryiing the world on your shoulders” and not wanting to do so anymore. What are the responsibilities that have become burdens and developed into resentments? What are you “fed up with” and “tired of carrying”? Keep in mind, that shoulder issues are usually representative of responsibilities you have held for other people, of responsibilities that have been placed on you by other people. What can you do to lighten your load? How can you “pass the buck” or delegate a little more? Typically, for those of us with shoulder issues have lived our lives with an element of “If I don’t do it myself, it doesn’t get done right” the shoulder is starting to tell us to let go of the control a little bit. Things may not get done the way you would have done them, but the ultimate results, the big picture, is the same.
For some of us, these daily responsibilities have manifested into a comfort level with the discomfort of our lives, and it is when the world around us starts to change that our shoulders start to scream. At this point, we have become so comfortable with our responsibilities that feelings of anger, guilt, resentment, are suppressed and feel more like “duty” or “purpose”. Addressing this depth of the issue is a little more difficult than simply surrendering control or restructuring responsibility, although surrender is still important. Once one has become complacent with discomfort the key to finding peace in surrender lies in reflecting on one’s own hidden dreams, fantasies and desires and how those dreams have been relinquished to the desires of others. Then, it is about learning that it is okay to be “selfish” and start pursuing those dreams once again. The idea is to give up “caretaking for others, and to ask, “what do I want” over and over until a true answer, unrelated to anyone else’s desires, is found, and then to pursue that desire wholeheartedly.
No matter what the level of pain, when the shoulder hurts, it is saying, “Take off the backpack” and “stop carrying the S*** of other people.” it is time to really fully take care of yourself and fulfill your own inner most dreams and desires. |